Jul. 6th, 2017

KLONOPIN

Jul. 6th, 2017 11:14 am
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I had my 2nd ever uterine biopsy yesterday.
The first one I had a couple years ago was a goddamn nightmare. Trauma-inducing, raging-pain nightmare. I remember sitting in shocked grief and confusion for days after the first one.
But this time?
This time I took a butt-load of klonopin first. And I had some helpful suggestion from Sam.
And the result was that it hurt like the dickens. But the doctor stared at me in awe- "You didn't even flinch!" she whispered.
And I didn't.
And for all that I recall the exquisitely shitty pain that seemed to last for a time beyond the measure of time, I kind of don't remember what the pain actually felt like. I remember having the impression of gut-splitting agony but... it just didn't stick around afterward. It hurt terribly in the moment, but when the moment was over... so was everything else.

Yay Sam.
Yay klonopin.
Boo being female.

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